how much difference.

"i will light the match this morning, so i won't be alone
watch as she lies silent, for soon night will be gone
oh, i will stand arms outstretched, pretend i'm free to roam
oh, i will make my way, through, one more day in hell...
how much difference does it make

i will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
oh, i'll keep taking punches until their will grows tired
oh, i will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind hey,
i won't change direction, and i wont change my mind
how much difference does it make

i'll swallow poison
until i grow immune
i will scream my lungs out
till it fills this room"