uncertainty.

it could have been you but it wasn't.

the back of his head. his shirt. his pants.

the hair. the sideburns.

but not yours.

how will i see you last? there will be a definitive last time, that i know.

last time i will see you. touch you.

hear your voice. speak to you.

kiss you.

have we passed any of these without knowing?

will we ever know?